[He reaches up, cupping the side of her face gently. He still feels warm and wrung out, in that agreeable haze where she should tell him to do anything but move out from under her...]
You fit me so good... I felt like I was out of my mind when you pushed down. [This is a big old happy smile here.]
[ her tail starts wagging IMMEDIATELY, and she leans into his hand, her own coming up to cup his wrist. She goes very, very red, smiling and pleased, and can't really seem to meet his eyes. ]
[ the reaction happens before she can reign it in-- her ears pin back and she goes a few shades paler, heart rate picking up, tail tucked.
And she knows he'll have noticed, which just ratchets up the anxiety more and if she explains herself-- how does she explain herself? How do you look at someone's offered hand, open and honest, and pull away from it without hurting them? You don't.
... how does she keep managing to bungle these nice moments, when he's happy and warm and content? He shouldn't be glad at all. She takes a breath and pushes herself up a bit to sit, so she can speak more easily. ]
I-I. I'm.
[ Freezes. Then, a little quickly: ]
-- You and Aphelios would have come together before long back in your home. I'm certain. And you're so-- so lovely and charming, just the way you are, I'm sure you would have pulled in others soon enough. It's hard not to be attracted to you...
[ she flinches like she wasn't expecting it but still lets him do that, breathing a little hard before she manages to force it under control and rasp out, throat a little tight. ]
N-no, I-- Sett-- I like you. I like you very, very much. I care about you so much. I do. I do. I'm sorry.
[He pets her hair, his own breathing evening out. He can do this.]
Like, I've had a lot of flings but nothin' a think about a few days after. But... I sometimes am just walkin' by stuff and I'm like. Shit the view RIGHT here is great. I should take the joggin' route this way so Val can see it.
Or am just, lookin' forward to talking to you. Or making a joke that gets you to tuck your head in a bit and fight that lil smile when you don't wanna egg me on.
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Mhm. Keep going, though? You were saying?
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You fit me so good... I felt like I was out of my mind when you pushed down. [This is a big old happy smile here.]
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... Thank you. For-- for all of... this.
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[Ahhhh she's the best. His thumb brushes along her cheek and he pushes up a little to kiss her.]
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She kisses him back, soft and eager, before pulling back a little. ]
It was... really good.
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[ her tail thumps a bit, and she oozes back down against him again. ]
... should get cleaned up...
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[He cards fingers through her hair and rubs at her ears.]
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M'so glad I met you...
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... you are?
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That's some stupid luck.
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And she knows he'll have noticed, which just ratchets up the anxiety more and if she explains herself-- how does she explain herself? How do you look at someone's offered hand, open and honest, and pull away from it without hurting them? You don't.
... how does she keep managing to bungle these nice moments, when he's happy and warm and content? He shouldn't be glad at all. She takes a breath and pushes herself up a bit to sit, so she can speak more easily. ]
I-I. I'm.
[ Freezes. Then, a little quickly: ]
-- You and Aphelios would have come together before long back in your home. I'm certain. And you're so-- so lovely and charming, just the way you are, I'm sure you would have pulled in others soon enough. It's hard not to be attracted to you...
1/3
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Hey... Don't worry. I shouldna spoken for you neither.
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N-no, I-- Sett-- I like you. I like you very, very much. I care about you so much. I do. I do. I'm sorry.
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He just. Looks at her in mute confusion and his own distress.]
Um?
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She has misread the situation. Looks at him-- her ears go flatter and her tail curls in tighter, if that's possible, and she looks away again. ]
Sorry-- I'm sorry. I didn't-- I don't want you to think I don't...
...
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I d... on't know if I'm... capable... of lll. Loving... someone. Properly. I.
I don't... want to hurt you both...
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[It isn't, but it will be. He's been here. He's an adult. He's AN ADULT he can handle this. And... she cares about him and nothing's changing.]
As long as-
It's okay if I do? You don't have to back... But I do.
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... I don't-- understand why you would. "Love" me.
[ a pause, then quieter, mumbled: ]
-- I don't know what that feels like.
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Like, I've had a lot of flings but nothin' a think about a few days after. But... I sometimes am just walkin' by stuff and I'm like. Shit the view RIGHT here is great. I should take the joggin' route this way so Val can see it.
Or am just, lookin' forward to talking to you. Or making a joke that gets you to tuck your head in a bit and fight that lil smile when you don't wanna egg me on.
And sometimes I just look at you and I'm just-
Happy?
So... that's what it feels like. For me.
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